BLACKSBURG, Virginia, April 17 (CNN) -- A year and a half before before Cho Seung-Hui went on a deadly shooting spree across the campus of Virginia Tech, a professor was concerned about his anger that she took him out of another teacher's creative writing class and taught him one-on-one.
The former chairwoman of Virginia Tech's English department, Lucinda Roy, said the anger Cho expressed was palpable if not explicit.
Cho, an English major, never wrote about guns, she said, or killing people -- but his writing was disturbing enough that she went to police and other university officials to seek help.
Chicago Tribune, April 17 -- Cho had shown recent signs of violent, aberrant behavior, according to an investigative source, including setting a fire in a dorm room and allegedly stalking some women.
A note believed to have been written by Cho was found in his dorm room that railed against "rich kids," "debauchery" and "deceitful charlatans" on campus.
A terrible incident like this is only further proof that we live in a broken world. People everywhere are walking around with some sort of burden falling heavily on their shoulders. Unfortunately, when something like this happens, we're more interested in assigning blame rather than addressing symptoms--it's video games, or tv shows, or movies, or song lyrics, or bullying from other kids, or parents who didn't pay enough attention, etc. etc. There's a weird paradox at work nowadays. On the one hand, kids are heavily coddled in so many areas of life. And on the other hand, situations exist where hurting kids and adults are left to simmer in their own world.
Trying to play a game of "Guess who could be the next mass murderer?" would be highly counterproductive. Just like you have cases where the warning signs were apparent and apparently ignored, there have also been cases where there was a surprised reaction once the perpetrator is identified. I have known many young people (myself included) who fit the "profile" of a troublemaker (thankfully none a murderer so far), and I have also known many kids who seem to have it all together on the outside, but once I got the chance to really get to know them, realized that it was all a facade put on for the sake of appearances to the world outside the privacy of their bedrooms. These circumstances manifest themselves in so many different ways: drug abuse, alcoholism, promiscuity, cutting, rebellious behavior, angst, and sadly and tragically, violence.
This is a hurting world, whether or not we care to admit it.
Where is the light? I asked myself that last night as I pondered the numerous news clips. Here, a weeping survivor recalling what he did to survive. There, another replay of gunshots fired through the crisp morning air. Everywhere, stark reminders of the scale of this tragedy.
There can be a silver lining out of this. A student body coming together. People who never knew each other before yesterday forming a bond to help each other grieve and recover together. An entire world reminded of just what's important and how quickly things can change.
Light?
It remains to be seen, but this is where we get to be proactive, rather than be stunned by news from a distant source.
We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed.